I will break this fear this summer!! Who’s with me?? 😃👍 (Taken with instagram)

Yeah, I’m excite!! 😍😘 (Taken with instagram)

Suggestions anyone?? Or anyone wanna join me??#picstitch (Taken with instagram)

What can I say?? I might as well be a female on her period everyday. #emotions #tweetme #truth (Taken with instagram)

My world has been turned upside down.

All my life I’ve been told that you need to be skinny in order to be happy.  Well, I’ve been thick all of my life and I can honestly say I wouldn’t change my past for anything. I live quite a happy life. Lately however, my world has dramatically changed. Being pressured by my entire family to lose weight in order to be happy and successful. That I would have no life unless I was basically less than half my size. I tried to ignore it as much as I possibly could until my self-esteem was so shot I had no choice. About 26 days ago I started to dramatically change what I’ve been doing. Sleep less, eat less and exercise more.  Yes I am sleeping less, which causes me to be tired. Yes I am eating less but more often and on a schedule. You know that five small meals a day thing?? Well yeah, that has caused me to hate food. No matter how much I crave food when it comes time to eat I have to force down food. Also, the small amounts of calories i’m taking in plus the extra exercise is not a great combination. Then add that to that lack of sleep I was talking about. Yeah I’m kind of a mess.

Since I started 26 days ago I have lost 21 pounds and the weight is still shedding off. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I’VE NEVER FELT LESS SEXY IN MY LIFE. MY CLOTHES ARE BAGGY, I’VE LOST MY BEST ASSETS AND I JUST DONT HAVE THE SAME CONFIDENCE I ONCE HAD. THIS WEIGHT LOSS HAS BEEN THE WORST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME. To be honest this isn’t to please me, It’s to please everyone else in the world. So here’s my answer to the question that everyone gets asked. Why did I choose to lose weight?? For society. Not for health, image/clothing, or my happiness. 

I know you guys are probably going to want to give me crap for this but honestly I hate it. I AM NOT HAPPY.

r0b0h:

Skyscraper(Piano) | Demi Lovato

I like getting these feelings. ☺ #tweegram (Taken with instagram)

Lmao this was @ashleylovesyou__ ‘s line in her final project!! I died!! 😂😭😂😭😂😭😂😭😂 (Taken with instagram)

r0b0h:

Falling | Victoria Justice

Yeah I’m kinda in love 😍❤😍❤😍❤ @NayaRivera #newwallpaper #collage #inlove (Taken with instagram)